Before you continue…you have to read the post from yesterday (Feb 28)…

Thank you…..

Now that you’re all caught up…..MAYBE I wasn’t completely honest with my post. I left out the fact that I eventually emailed Bethany, AGAIN. As my thoughts were getting heavier, I was missing her more and more.

So I typed up a bunch of questions (20 of them) and sent them off.

Examples: Has she moved on already? Should I try to say hi when I see her at the next race? , etc.

Just like the other 3 times I tried to reach her, I wasn’t expecting a response…..but wouldn’t you know it? SHE FINALLY RESPONDED!!!

And it wasn’t an email telling me to “Fuck off” either. It was actually pretty thought out.

It included lines like:

1. “I thought we had a good thing - at times it got a little weird for me - and I think we talked about it every time...  Conversations that I don't think really got through to you”

1. “I saw you at the pf chang’s (Marathon) and wanted to say hi...  I just thought you were sincere when you told me to not say hi to you at the races...  so there you go”

1. “I can't lie and tell you that I never want to see or hear from you again”

1. “I would like to be able to say hi at the races...  neither of us is going to stop running any time soon”

Now ….she didn’t say that she’s in love with me, and that she wants to get back together. But she didn’t say that she hates me either….

All I do know is this is the first time she’s said anything to me (or emailed) since Dec. 2006. AND I’m pretty excited about it. Who knows what the future holds, but if Bethany is involved, it’s gotta be better than the past two months.