So this is the time I should be grading papers… but I can’t bring myself to focus. Too busy thinking about this weekend…..Bethany…..bullshit with my Dad back in NY….

VALENTINE’S DAY!!!!

I’m pretty sure I’m looking for any excuse to think about Bethany…but whenever I pass the greeting card section of the supermarket…..I get all depressed, again. I feel like if I call her, I’d be accepting her behavior, as if she wasn’t doing anything “shady”… 

But if she contacts me…it’s as if she saying…”hey maybe I screwed up a little.” Then we could probably move forward. I know….I know…it’s not gonna happen.

Where are you chicks from?? Venus, you say? Where can we (guys) buy that translation-  dictionary??

Anyway… funny thing that happened this weekend. I was at a bar with a couple of  friends,  on Saturday…. And in walks Erson.. She was looking pretty damn good. It’s kinda rare I see her without glasses on.  Anyway, I’m thinking I’m gonna make the move to ask her out this week. She keeps throwing out these comments, like she’s available….or looking to meet somebody new.

I know I said that it would be a bad idea to mess around with someone at work… but I don’t know….either I’m getting super lonely, or I’ve convinced myself that it truly isn’t that bad of an idea.  She’s cute, her body is…off the chain!!!, she likes to laugh, PLUS…since we work in the same building, we would have more opportunities to see each other.  I have the 2 jobs….and she coaches after school….so seeing each other during the day, could be a positive thing.

I’ve just got to find a way to get her alone.  When I was a student in high school it was so much easier to get girls alone….but as a teacher it  probably wouldn’t be appropriate to drag her behind a row of lockers to see what her weekend plans are. 

Wish me luck…