A quiet Saturday morning. No plans in the works...except for the gym of course. I log on to check my email, and it looks like the photos from the marathon are finally available. I swear sometimes I think I run just for the cool T-shirts, and the professional photos. (Not like I'll ever spend the money on framing one)

http://www.asiorders.com/view_user_event.asp?EVENTID=13986&BIB=2447

My pics came out ok.... but you know I couldn't help myself.... I had to check out Bethany's pics too. Why do I put myself through it? Of course all the pain of missing her comes flooding back. She even took a pic with some random cop... He was tall, and I know she's in to tall dudes.

I'm hoping it was just some random, guy....and not the guy that's boning her these days. It shouldn't even matter to me!!! Why do I care??

I've gotta learn how to let this thing go. It was obvious back then that she wanted out, and the fact that she hasn't contacted me since, proves I made the right decision.

I can already feel it. Today's workout is gonna be a good one. Thinking about HER always gets me fired up.