So Saturday morning went as planned...                                                             

BB & I went on our run. The weather was actually perfect for a morning jog. We only went four miles, but she was pretty stoked about the whole thing, since she hasn't run outside in a long time.

The conversation flowed nicely, but no immediate sparks. But she still seemed open.

We both went back to the gym to lift for a little bit. We weren't working out "together" but we'd stop and chit-chat occasionally. So I went for it... and asked her to dinner later that evening. Unfortunately, she turned me down, using homework as an excuse.  I'm sure I'll try to ask her out again, but honestly I don't really care either way.

This weekend I came to the conclusion, that I'm just trying to find a "replacement" for Bethany.

Check this out....

I even invited some random girl back to my place (on Sunday).... we were fooling around....she told me that she needed to "get some".

I didn't even want to do it.....or should I say......my "body" wouldn't let me do it.  I'm pretty sure I'm just looking for a quick fix, for this void that Bethany has left.

I know ... I know.... time heals all wounds. But waiting for that time to pass, definitely SUCKS!!  

My hope is-- once this Wednesday passes... and I get back from spending the 3-day weekend in Mexico... I'm gonna refocus back to my training schedule & get ready to set some new PR's (personal records) this year.

BTW-SS aka Shaynie aka Genesis... what's up with those new pics???  You're cute & all....but I'm pretty sure you'd be able to hold on to the number one spot without getting all hot & steamy.  j/k

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